Today, I find it really hard to pray. It is not because I am losing faith after receiving a bad news. It is because I can’t find the right words for what I feel. It is because I know God knows what I want to say even before I say it or even if I don’t… CONTINUE READING
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You are not good enough. Not smart enough. Not pretty enough. Not cool enough. You’re not even close to the normal standards of the world. Yes. Go ahead. Be insecure. Feel bad about yourself. Feel sorry for yourself. You are nothing but a tiny lonely dot in this big world. Insignificant. Worthless. Those are some of… CONTINUE READING
Yes, I prayed. I prayed really hard. I told God what’s in my heart. Yes, I prayed. I prayed really hard. I told God I hate this part. Yes, I prayed. I prayed really hard. I told God to take charge. Yes, I prayed. I prayed really hard. My heart went numb. God froze my… CONTINUE READING
You are a post-test I hope I’d pass. An unnecessary heartache I hope won’t last. As I unstuff my life, I hope you’ll be the first one to go. Because you’re hurting me more than you’ll ever know. But, no, I do want you to stay. I’ll just pray for this feeling to go away…. CONTINUE READING
Soul Searching: noun. deep and anxious consideration of one’s emotions and motives. Twenty six days ago I posted about my so called soul searching. It would have been finished by now if I just started it the moment I said I would. But, my thoughts weren’t organized. No matter how hard I try, I can’t put… CONTINUE READING
May is the month of meaningful exhaustion. Sleepless nights. Real Talk. Stories over coffee. Waking up in the morning struggles. Unplanned taxi rides. Writing frustrations. Unorganized Thoughts. And everything in between. Sometimes, you just ask yourself if it is all worth it. You don’t have an answer. But, a little voice inside you says… “Enjoy… CONTINUE READING
You can do it. You can find the right words. You can write something. Come on. Concentrate. Write about your sleepless nights. Write about snoozing your alarm every morning. And jumping out of bed because you are late for work. Write about your battles in the silent chambers of your soul. And how you try… CONTINUE READING
Can you feel it? The burning sensation of the summer heat? It’s exciting and alarming all at once. It causes my heart to beat faster than usual remembering that one summer in my life. That summer that is different from any other summer. That summer when the heat burned twice as much or even more; because it… CONTINUE READING
“I need the prayers of those I love while traveling on life’s rugged way; That I may be true and faithful and live for Jesus everyday.”- Vaughn I was told before that the best kind of friend is a praying friend; which I have proven to be true.
It was clear. I am afraid to love. Not just to love, but to love him. He is so fragile, so delicate so lost yet so good to be true. Maybe he is broken, or maybe not. Maybe he just carries something deep inside, that people, even himself, do not understand. I am afraid to… CONTINUE READING